life is something you don’t want to talk about

y? mungkin karena terlalu banyak interpretasi hidup yang kita coba cari.. hanya untuk mencari pembenaran atas apa yang terjadi dengan diri kita… padahal kalo kita berhenti sejenak n melihat sekeliling kita.. ternyata banyak sekali makna hidup yang terabaikan.. karena sibuknya kita untuk urusan hedonistik.. urusan yang membuat kita gak pernah bisa berfikir jernih dan rasional.. once you are there.. then you will find yourself difficult to get the-hell out of it.. it’s kind of trap.. it’s ridiculous.. between good and bad ones… sometimes i can’t tell them apart.. hhhhh… this is true.. eventhough you learn something good or bad in your life.. it doesn’t mean you are already on good side, it won’t keep you on the track.. unless you have a strong willingness to do so… your (social) environment influences you a lot.. it will shape your values, norms. ethics and many other things, and eventually will be your attributes or identity..
my personal life is something private that i won’t tell anybody, but surely i realize that it reflects my norms and values i believe in,.. and somehow recently i feel like it goes down.. and keeps falling down… i am completely in the middle of nowhere.. nowhere to go.. lost in my own space.. physically, emotionally… do i exaggerate these all? i don’t know.. i don’t even know when i should leave all behind and stay away from those matters..
life is something you don’t want to talk about.. that’s for sure.. maybe it’s better for me to watch republik BBM on indosiar.. watching real life being parodied.. and then perhaps i could learn something new from there.. that will heal me for a while.. to meaning a life.. hmmmmm

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