anti kemapanan

Baca ini, okezone.com wrote “Departemen Luar Negeri (Deplu) meyakini wartawan tidak akan melempar sepatu kepada Menlu Amerika Serikat Hillary Rodham Clinton… “. Trend melempar sepatu ini sepertinya semakin meningkat setelah kejadian yang menimpa Bush dan Presiden Cina.. lagi-lagi peran media massa yang mem-blow up dan mempopulerkan peristiwa menjadi trend sekaligus lelucon…, well it could happen to anybody, anytime, anywhere.. not neccessarily to popular person saja, incumbent, politicians.. even you!!!, ..nyatanya…. gak ada sebuah atow sepasang sepatu pun yang melayang ke hillary… hehehe…
well berita lainnya yang menarik ternyata JK siap jadi capres 2009.. eh.. tapi itu sih bukan berita… soooo predictable…, yang jadi berita justru JK mau mengontrak Guus Hiddink untuk menukangi timnas kita.. padahal Chelsea aja mesti merogoh koceknya lebih dari 24 miliar rupiah !!! untuk menggajinya selama 3 bulan saja… apa JK kuku mbayarin meneer yang satu ini?…,
Another story, I was thinking that sebenarnya aku tergolong anti kemapanan… since i was kid, i’ve never loved being number one, being on top of the class (not world of course), not because I couldnt reach that position.. I just I didnt want to… hehehe… excuse gitu..
well.. after being the second for a long time.. I thought I felt in love with number two…, I hate Real Madrid just because they’re always on top, winning 9 trophies, as I hate Milan for they wonderfull history… in return I support Barca and Intermilan more…,
Well.. that was in the past…these days it doesnt work with EPL, where I love MU more that I admire Liverpool.., It doesnt work either with my career plan, my study plan, my future life.. and many things…
Pursuing doctoral degree in abroad is now my biggest dream ever.. isnt it part of wishing being on top? I thought doing master degree would be enough for me… apalagi in abroad…
Writing papers, journals as well as a book,is becoming my daily activity to show my productivity as a researcher, as a member of academic community… isnt it part of ambition being number one?
Does it mean I am no longer a second man? wanting to be a normal, or just an ordinary who has a normal and ordinary dream….
Mungkin anti kemapanan itu bentuk reaktif dari ketidakmampuan menjadi mapan?.. hehehe.. very tricky huh?… well anybody could answer that.. I suppose…

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